Day #5, I don't know if I'll survive

Since I am not at home nor at my work computer I am not able to put up the picture of the 30 days of truth, so pretend that it is there okay?


Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

I few years ago I would have said, I want to travel. The past two years, with my new job, I have been doing just that. Tonight, I write from my hotel room in the middle Canal Street in New Orleans. I am terrified to go out of the hotel because tonight I am here all by myself and many, many people told me not to discover the city on my own.

I thought I had met a new friend earlier, who was also here by herself, but she didn’t answer her cell phone when I called to see if she wanted to go to dinner. So now is the time that I think that perhaps I overwhelmed her. Or better yet, I am going with the fact that she fell asleep after hitting the hotel bed and didn’t hear her phone. Yup, that’s it.

Either way, let me get back to the truth on hand.

I hope to be able to provide for my family in such a way that I don’t have to worry about my children going without. I hate having to say no, or making them suffer on other ends because sports or school trips having taken from the monthly income.

My camp, the one I posted about during the summer months, will only be our camp for one more year. I hope to be able to build there so that my children and my husband will always be able to spend their summers on the pond.

I hope to be able to say, “honey, let’s take this trip together”. I have the greatest hotels with giant king size beds that I sleep in all by myself. I miss my honey, we sleep in a full size bed. I love snuggling and when I sleep by myself, I don’t sleep well.

I hope to be able to catch up on my reader as well, I am soooo far behind. I feel like work has overtaken my blogging life.